when i am in trouble like this.....
i feel, it is better if i just dead..
to die, are you really2 ready?
oh my god.... YA ALAAH...
u give me this as to test me...
please forgive me for all my fault.....
please make me more stonger,
please make me healtier as to achieve my ambition.....
~1st day of infection~
still dont know what i got,
until accidently pop-up a pox in my arm and then my mum said:
"IT IS CHICKEN POP!!!"
~2nd day of infection~
feel unwell today
looking at mirror.. ow my god! there are something in my face.
look inside cloth,... and in my body too!!!
so, hurry.. going to see doctor.
~3rd day of infection~
going back home to rest here...
but... looked at me...
feel like i am not Fitrah anymore.
~4th day of infection~
resting at home with full of love by my parents,
uncle + unty + cousins who visit me..
mood: sicked, but happy.
looked at my face on that day
~5th day of infection~
resting at home.....
mood: happy watching television for the whole day
and thanks for my friend who call and massage, care of me
obi + mr tan + mira + madi + syapix + akak akid
i am thinking,
will i get my face back?
although my face before not beauty....
but i still want it again.... coz i love my face.
today i know...
it is my fault bacause not appreciate what are u giving to me
i am sorry...
sorry a lot
hope i will be more sensitive and caring
appreciate and thankful to anything given to me...
pray for my health back,ok.